Selfish .

No no no . Don't think that i'm scolding people again .

Just realise that how selfish can a person be because of the environment .Also , how kind a person can be .

I'm not the "kind" person of course , but indeed , i'm the selfish one . Everyone is selfish i can say, but people will take advantage on you if you're too KIND .

What do you mean by kind ? act very kind infront of you then STAB you with a knife at your back ? this call BACKSTABBER . Alot of Backstabber around me , HAHA ! KIND means they really treat everyone as TRUE FRIENDS , Forgive & Forget style which , i don't think there's a lot around me . They willing to share things , yeah , ANYTHING .

For the selfish one , of course is the opposite meaning !

blahblah ! i've lots to study now . English Prelim tomorrow ! Hwaiting !

Tiredness..

actually .... I'm not intend to blog until my O's .
But , lots of things just making me too tired to think , to say & to be bother .

yeah ! N's are coming really soon . i just completed my O's Chinese but I don't think i can get A1 nor i will fail ( HAHA ) .Recently , i found that i have high expectation on myself , not just high but absolutely high . i pack myself with lots of things .

"what should i do after next ? " telling myself over & over again .

OH ! By the way , i totally changed my lifestyle ! now i used to go for jogging 3 times a week , sleep at around 10 - 11 pm & not more than that . eat healthier foods now .

" he's dieting la " , i bet everyone will say that , but i was not . i try various way to release stress & try not to be sleepy in class & not to fall sick because Exam are coming . No one really know the reason but it's not too late to clarify now , HA !

My sister told me a Real Life story before , which happen in her friends & it's extremely dramatic :

her best friends , jason ( fake name ) and her know each other from secondary school onwards .He's not a bad guy from what i feel( because i actually met him before & sat his motorcycle=x) , but in fact he is , Typical Ah beng . He had a girlfriend lynn(fake name & his wife now ) , he every time beat her up without reason i think . All sort of things you can think of , he did it on her . example : Using chairs , slap , push her , pinch her . Yes , my sis was lynn's best friend too & my sis did stop jason, but was unsuccessful . Sis also tried to tell lynn to leave him . " i can't ! i love him too much " , lynn told my sis thousands of time .

i don't know what's their life now . with a daughter , i hope he will stop those torturing now . I don't like this kind of guys , but he look so different from what i saw . indeed , Don't judge a book by it's cover .

for your information OK , i every time bully girls is just kidding only alright , i won't do such things to my girlfriend ( but i don't have one , don't misunderstood ) . My sis too , always remind me not to treat girlfriend like that & i won't do that either .

OMG ! such a long post ! shall end here ! bye ~

p/s : don't expect me to post often ! & don't expect to see SEAS of pictures flooding this blog .